Atiqa Victoria :ULSER::

OMO! Seriously, I’m so sick and tired of having this mouth ulcer! It’s not cool at all. I’m in total pain and it’s affecting my mood! My lullybie told me that this ulser is killing my fun and funny personality. And basically he can’t bear my mood swing no more! ‘It’s affecting our relationship. Don’t let that little damned ulcer ruin my feeling for you’, said him. Clearly stated that I had been cruel to him for this whole week! Sorry my dear. When I’m in pain. I can’t think straight!

This is worse than having my ‘day’ few days in a month. Girls, you should know this better. Even in my ‘day’ I didn’t cause so much chaos in my life and others. But this is to much!

This is my 7 days of having mouth ulcer. It’s becoming part and parcel of my life right now. I realise that I can easily get this ulcer when I’m home. It’s because KL is hotter compared to Tanjung Malim and I tend to drink plenty of plain water when I’m studying at UPSI. This is not the case now as eventhough we are provided with air conditioner, we can still feel the hotness inside here! What a !@#$%^^&!

I first realised the ulcer when I had my couple day out with my boyfie and I kept asking him what should be done to overcome mouth ulcer as I could feel it inside my mouth. He said ‘keep drinking plain water and don’t be too stressed over small things. The ulcer might want to jump through the wall inside your mouth. They get easily stressed when you are thinking too much. Chill sayang.’ (Sigh~~)

The size and the form of the ulser change a lot these several days. It started with a small ulcer, then suddenly big in size. Then deeper in depth. One day it placed near to your teeth. The next day you could feel two ulcers. Then it was next to your gum. Just beside your gum. Owghhhhh! Im about to go crazy!

Within the period, I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t bite, munch, swallow my food properly. It took me 10 minutes to finish 1 feed of the food! And I’m still regret about not finishing my dinner- Nasi Goreng Paprik at my favorite restaurant because of this stupid ulcer. Arshad ate everything and complained he got full of eating my nasi goreng plus mee hailam. I did not ask you to eat mine. T__T

Still, when I’m writing this, the ulcer is living proudly and peacefully inside my mouth. I hope this is our last meeting. Tak awesome okay! I want my healthy mouth! Now my gum pown dah rasa quit ngilu and sakit. Thanks to you, you little devil ulcer! Just leave me and my mouth alone!!!!!

p/s: I’ve tried everything. I put bonjela, gently massaged it on my ulcer which caused fatigue because I liked to do it over and over again. I put salt. Margerine. Drank plain water till I couldn’t hold my bladder and so recently, I ate my mama punya Sambal Ikan Bilis Cili Padi alone!! Super duper spicy sambal cili padi!! Still, it lives happily inside my mouth. DIE!